Huh?! I don't get it, y'just said --
Wait, no! I take it back! I'm sorry! Please go out with me, Miss Stryfe, I won't do it again!
[the freakout is very low-key, at least. he's more confused than panicked.]
Wait, no! I take it back! I'm sorry! Please go out with me, Miss Stryfe, I won't do it again!
[the freakout is very low-key, at least. he's more confused than panicked.]
Oh.
[he still doesn't get why it went from not a big deal, to one, and back away from it again... but he sure as hell isn't going to look at gift thomas in the mouth!]
Yeah, I don't think I'm that old. Not -- that that's old, I just meant -- ah, hell, y'know what I meant.
[he still doesn't get why it went from not a big deal, to one, and back away from it again... but he sure as hell isn't going to look at gift thomas in the mouth!]
Yeah, I don't think I'm that old. Not -- that that's old, I just meant -- ah, hell, y'know what I meant.
[the fact that he gives up on trying to explain himself is enough proof he's trying to take it not quite so seriously... but nonetheless he offers one of his sheepish smiles.]
Yeah, sweetpea, just you 'n me.
Yeah, sweetpea, just you 'n me.
( She wouldn't have to tell her twice. Night Sky turned the lights down to a dim glow and headed toward the bed, blankets tugged up and over them both as she snuggled into Meryl's waiting arms, head on her chest and tilted so she didn't gore her with her antlers. ) Thank you again, my love. You have eased my mind more than you know.
[when he knocks on the castle door around lunchtime, livio is for once not simply in his ratty old t-shirt, but a tunic fresh from clotilda's! it isn't anything too fancy, but it is a nice material of a familiar deep, dark blue with off-white stitching. and he's got a bouquet of red and pink tulips already in hand.
he shifts back and forth on his feet as he waits, clearly nervous but not shouting or bouncing out of his skin like he did over the oracle. announcing himself to the whole castle would be just a little humiliating, probably.]
he shifts back and forth on his feet as he waits, clearly nervous but not shouting or bouncing out of his skin like he did over the oracle. announcing himself to the whole castle would be just a little humiliating, probably.]
( vash doesn't even know about everything β he can't, with how their memories seem to be skewed, and even though he hasn't asked directly, he's already come to the conclusion that there are things missing for his brother that are still fresh in his own memory. one day, they're going to have to have that conversation β
and he doesn't want to have it. he doesn't want to think of his twin, that he's finally managed to reconnect with so intimately pushing him away and wanting nothing to do with him. because he's convinced that's how it would go.
meryl was there. meryl had seen every single bit of it, and she still accepts him. his faults, his flaws and everything in-between. the things that he would go back and change, given the chance, would make right as though they had never happened in the first place.
vash has always been the forgiving one, yes β but would he be able to forgive him if he knew everything?
he's quiet for a moment once she's finished her piece, and there's something β something warm and soft and safe that urges him to reach out to her, gently cupping the side of her face with one large hand, thumb stroking lightly over the highest point of her cheekbone. it's a small gesture in comparison to everything she's offering him here, but he can't think of anything else to give her. not yet. )
But it does mean something, coming from you. You aren't obligated to say any of the things you've said, and here you are β¦ sounding so much like my brother that it's almost uncanny. ( he chuckles at his own poor joke, but sobers up quickly enough. ) I don'tβ ( he shakes his head, more to himself and whatever intrusive thoughts are trying to encroach on this feeling of belonging. ) I don't think I could ever explain how much it means, just know β¦ please know that it makes all the difference in the world.
and he doesn't want to have it. he doesn't want to think of his twin, that he's finally managed to reconnect with so intimately pushing him away and wanting nothing to do with him. because he's convinced that's how it would go.
meryl was there. meryl had seen every single bit of it, and she still accepts him. his faults, his flaws and everything in-between. the things that he would go back and change, given the chance, would make right as though they had never happened in the first place.
vash has always been the forgiving one, yes β but would he be able to forgive him if he knew everything?
he's quiet for a moment once she's finished her piece, and there's something β something warm and soft and safe that urges him to reach out to her, gently cupping the side of her face with one large hand, thumb stroking lightly over the highest point of her cheekbone. it's a small gesture in comparison to everything she's offering him here, but he can't think of anything else to give her. not yet. )
But it does mean something, coming from you. You aren't obligated to say any of the things you've said, and here you are β¦ sounding so much like my brother that it's almost uncanny. ( he chuckles at his own poor joke, but sobers up quickly enough. ) I don'tβ ( he shakes his head, more to himself and whatever intrusive thoughts are trying to encroach on this feeling of belonging. ) I don't think I could ever explain how much it means, just know β¦ please know that it makes all the difference in the world.
[to be fair, this is still leagues more casual than his masquerade 'fit had been. but this is also far more authentically livio.
he's got the other half of the earring set, though he hasn't taken it out since the second time he shoved it in after they decided they wanted to be together. having it with him all the time keeps meryl on his mind. not that he needs the reminder right now, where she's standing right in front of him looking pretty and surprisingly shy. everything from livio's jaw up feels exceptionally warm.]
Ah -- hi, Miss Meryl. [his intent isn't to be overly formal or disrespect that she's told him to drop the "miss" before -- he's just a little short-circuited in awe.] Y'look... real beautiful.
he's got the other half of the earring set, though he hasn't taken it out since the second time he shoved it in after they decided they wanted to be together. having it with him all the time keeps meryl on his mind. not that he needs the reminder right now, where she's standing right in front of him looking pretty and surprisingly shy. everything from livio's jaw up feels exceptionally warm.]
Ah -- hi, Miss Meryl. [his intent isn't to be overly formal or disrespect that she's told him to drop the "miss" before -- he's just a little short-circuited in awe.] Y'look... real beautiful.
[livio just blinks at first, even though he returns the innocent kiss without thinking twice.]
Huh? Say what?
[... actually, he doesn't give her a chance to answer that.]
Out, if that's okay? I, uh, got somethin' waitin' at my place...
Huh? Say what?
[... actually, he doesn't give her a chance to answer that.]
Out, if that's okay? I, uh, got somethin' waitin' at my place...
( he's never been so tactile, and such a move surprises him just a little bit, too β but it doesn't feel wrong by any stretch of the imagination, though there is a flicker of concern that disrupts his expression and he does think, for a small moment, that it had been too much, too soon. he's never been impulsive, not like this, anyway. maybe she's bringing it out of him.
he almost retracts his hand, his touch entirely but she ends up leaning into it in a way he isn't really expecting, but to say he'd been expecting any of this in the first place would be trying to get away with the biggest, fattest lie he's ever told, and while he might be a damn good manipulator, that doesn't mean he's a very good liar when it comes to things like this. he'll actually be pretty terrible at it, if he ever tries, but let's just hope that he doesn't.
her skin is warm, and soft, and pleasing in a way that he doesn't think he has a word for, yet; it's remarkably essay to be like this with her, sharing space and quiet conversation and, previously, tea. it's been mentioned before that this is something he thinks he might be able to get used to, were it to continue to happen, but only time will tell on that front, won't it?
he lets her finish talking, a ridiculous and all-encompassing urge rising up in him to pull her into a hug, but that's β¦ not something he's very well-versed in, either. vash hugs him, and rem had β he's never actively sought out something like that for himself. funny, that. )
He definitely has no issue bringing others into his orbit. ( he says softly, fondly, the sort of warmth dripping from his voice that could only ever be meant for vash. ) I believe you. I'm not very good at letting another take care of me, but I don't think I would mind if you gave it a try. ( a beat. ) So long as I'm allowed to return the favor. ( and that, uh β¦ doesn't exactly mean the blanket thought of 'i'm going to learn how to cook because i want to feed everyone'.
this is just for you, little one. )
he almost retracts his hand, his touch entirely but she ends up leaning into it in a way he isn't really expecting, but to say he'd been expecting any of this in the first place would be trying to get away with the biggest, fattest lie he's ever told, and while he might be a damn good manipulator, that doesn't mean he's a very good liar when it comes to things like this. he'll actually be pretty terrible at it, if he ever tries, but let's just hope that he doesn't.
her skin is warm, and soft, and pleasing in a way that he doesn't think he has a word for, yet; it's remarkably essay to be like this with her, sharing space and quiet conversation and, previously, tea. it's been mentioned before that this is something he thinks he might be able to get used to, were it to continue to happen, but only time will tell on that front, won't it?
he lets her finish talking, a ridiculous and all-encompassing urge rising up in him to pull her into a hug, but that's β¦ not something he's very well-versed in, either. vash hugs him, and rem had β he's never actively sought out something like that for himself. funny, that. )
He definitely has no issue bringing others into his orbit. ( he says softly, fondly, the sort of warmth dripping from his voice that could only ever be meant for vash. ) I believe you. I'm not very good at letting another take care of me, but I don't think I would mind if you gave it a try. ( a beat. ) So long as I'm allowed to return the favor. ( and that, uh β¦ doesn't exactly mean the blanket thought of 'i'm going to learn how to cook because i want to feed everyone'.
this is just for you, little one. )
Hey.
Sometime in the next... month? Ish? Red Son is going to need me for something. I'll try and warn you closer to when it happens, but I might be unable to see you for a week or... several. Sorry.
Sometime in the next... month? Ish? Red Son is going to need me for something. I'll try and warn you closer to when it happens, but I might be unable to see you for a week or... several. Sorry.
I might be tired, but beyond that we should both be fine.
I'll make it up to you, too. Before and after.
I'll make it up to you, too. Before and after.
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